After a visit to the café [Mac]

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Tue Dec 08, 2009 9:35 pm

-Kay, we stop talking about that ! But if something happens to you I will feel culprit for the rest of my life !

I had already lost the wife of my life once, I did not want it to happen again !
I opened the box and took a knife to cut the pizza.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Tue Dec 08, 2009 9:40 pm

"I'm a big girl with a gun Mac and trust me I got it with me anytime"

We sit down by the dinner table, I totally ruined the mood of the evening
and I have no idea how to change it, I'm sure Mac is mad at me.
I should have told him this before or I should let it go when he told me to

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Tue Dec 08, 2009 9:55 pm

I sat down and gave her a piece of pizza.

-I know Stella you are strong. But I am sure he's a dangerous man... I do not want to loose you. I love you so much. I would not survive to this.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Tue Dec 08, 2009 10:00 pm

"Thank you" I tell him when he gave me the piece of the pizza

"Don't worry Mac, I lock my door, I carry a gun and I don't go to people their home, alone"

I take a bite my pizza and enjoy it, I haven't eaten pizza in a while even though it's my favorite food besides Greek.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Tue Dec 08, 2009 10:20 pm

I began to eat my piece of pizza while she was answering.

-My reason tells me to do not worry but my heart do not manage to do what my heart tells.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Tue Dec 08, 2009 10:23 pm

"If there is a moment I have a bad feeling, You are the first one who I will call, you know that right?"

I've been thinking about dying lately cause of the Greek guy and really I don't want to! this Greek guy won't get me!
though I'm a little bit scared.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 1:22 am

I smiled to her. I wanted the mood to become again like it was before I told her about my nightmares.

-I trust you. About the investigation on this guy we will see that at work tomorrow. That's not a moment to talk about our job I guess...

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 9:05 am

"Oh no Mac, you have a free day tomorrow!"

I smile at him while I take another piece of my pizza.
I'm glad he don't want to discuse this now.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 9:12 am

-I wanted to say... Next day we go to work... I have not the habit to take my days off... So the next worked day was still tomorrow...

I smiled to her and finished my first piece of pizza to take a second one...

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 9:20 am

I sigh.. and I thought I was suborn...
Why doesn't he just take a day off?
it's always work, work and work...
seriously, how can I have a relationship with a man who always works?

"well I have a day off tomorrow, actually I always have the weekends off, but I work too much"

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 9:33 am

I went on telling what I was thinking about the way I was considering days off...

-Beore I was single... The only thing I had to do was working... Now I have a wonderful reason to take my Week-ends...

I felt that now my cheeks should have become a liitle bit red. I concentrated on my pizza to not let her see the trouble she was putting me in. God I wanted her so much and I was so impatient... But I had to be patient for I wanted to respect her "baby steps"

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 9:46 am

I see he's blushing a little. he wasn't the only one, cause I was blushing all the time.

"ohh...so you have plans for the weekend huh?"

I smile and took my third piece of my pizza, I have to say; I never eat so fast but now I'm just hungry and nervous

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 10:17 am

-Not something really precise... But we could spent it together... Tomorrow evening there is this restaurant we talked about... And the day... i do not know...

I finished my second piece of pizza but I was not angry any more. On this point I had satisfied my desire...

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 10:26 am

"Okay, Well tomorrow I go to the supermarket, my fridge is pretty much empty and further I don't know yet"

I'm really happy that he stayed, not that he could leave but still.
after all what happened today it feels so normal to have Mac in my home.
Normally I would never invite men over, but with Mac it's different I knew that from the beginning I met him.
and now it feels like a dream came true

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 10:49 am

Suddenly I wondered something.

-Stell' do you want me to sleep here this night ?

Oh My God ! Why did not I think before tell her my wonder ?

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 1:05 pm

I was about to spit out my pizza, what did he say?!
luckily I could still manage to let the pizza in my mouth.
He wanted to stay! of course I wanted him to stay for the night !

"Yes, I want you to stay"

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 1:50 pm

I looked up and sighed with relievement. I had no idea of what she was going to answer cause she wanted "baby steps"

-I want to stay too...

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 2:32 pm

I know I said baby steps, but how can I say no to this?
it's not like we go further then..... or would Mac think... oopss

"Great" I say and smile

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 2:43 pm

I looked at her eating the pizza with a big smile at my face.

-D'you want to watch a movie or something...?

I did not know what she wanted to do before to go to sleep.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 2:51 pm

"yeah sounds good, Jess made me borrow some movies from her so I have some, since I dont think your cloths are dry yet so we have to stay here."

I remember Jess giving me the dvd's;

'Stella, you have to see these movies they are amazing!'
'I don't have time to watch movies Jess'
'Of course you have! if not just watch them with Christmas'
'Okay thank you Jess'

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 3:01 pm

I will be obliged to still wear her bathrobe. I could smell her flavour from her shampooing, this flavour I would like to smell by putting my head and my nose in her curled hair.

-I let you choose the movie.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 3:04 pm

"okay, So Jess told me that 'the perfect man' is an amazing movie so shall we watch that one?"

she gave me only girl movies and one horror movie from Don but I really don't wanna see that one.
I know it's all fake but still I will scream anyway!

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 3:14 pm

-Why not ! I do not know it.

Actually, I was never taking time to watch movies so... It was not really luck if I did not know the movie.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 3:19 pm

"that's good!"

I finish my pizza and take a sip of my red wine

"So, will we all do Christmas presents with the team again? like last year?"

I don't know what I have but I can't stop thinking abou Christmas.

Subject: Re: After a visit to the café [Mac] Wed Dec 09, 2009 3:27 pm

I smiled to her.

-I think we should. It was such a pleasure last year.

I had to confess that i had been lucky for I had picked out Stella's name. I spent a lot of time to look for a gift and finally I had found this beautiful green necklace...

I stood up to bring my empty glass and the empty box in the kitchen and then we would watch the movie, I guessed.

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