Wheelchair youpi (lindsay)

That were just words for the moment. And words can't change anything in this kind of situation. But I let her do because that confort me. I nodded but it wasn't a noddes like I knew can happen, it was just one for hide other things.

Yes i was giving up. I couldn't help it, nothing change. Even if the docteur said that would change how I can believe in where I am still stuck in.

She proposed for watch something or eat something. I was a little hungry right now so I nodded. "I am hungry" I said while looking at her, I hate this situation make me feel like I can'r do anything and I always have to ask for it

"You chose" I just said, anyway I will be fine with anything. And I am not really in the choose mood right now.

I was building a wall around me because I feel better like this. Without letting. Anyone enter in. Not even Lindsay. I wanted to keep it for mr, my thought and all other. I look at her, but inside this wall I was building was still here. "you choose"

Why is she going on it again. I look at her with an another look. Why we just can eat I ask to myself. "Just choose"

I sigh too, the way I said it and the look I took may be make her think that I push her away. "Whatever you want I ll be fine with it"

Okay she was unhappy and she shows it. I grabbed the apple she gave me and I thanks her. "Sorry if I make it so hard"

I nodded while trying to catch her eyes. ''I will try'' I just reply to her last statement. Later in the day we barelly speak about it, went to bed.

"Ya, fine, can you help me?" I asked her while I manage to go on the bed without putting to far the wheelchair from me.

She helped me and push the wheelchair close to the bed as I can easyly use it. I turn myself to look at her. ''Thank''

After she gave a quick kiss, I lay next to her and I was more tired than I can imagine, so that why I guess I fall asleep quickly.