Just take coffee [Jess]

My heart will let me go if this continues. I feel even more beatings, they go too fast. I look the person in front of me. This is Jessica Angell. The Jessica Angell, the detective, the same police station as Don. I do not know why but as soon as I saw him I knew. I knew I loved him. If this is what they call love at first sight. It's been a funny effect. But I do not think it will last longer if we had a relationship. I looked again and smiled.

So how are you ?

I was nervous... Why was I nervous? It was just Danny.

I looked at him and started to blush.

"I'm good! What about you?"

I look at her, she smiled. I turn my mouse, it makes me smile even when colored like this. Has it guessed that I pinched it ?

I'm okay. So what do you want to say to me ?

Was I still in love with Danny? My heart started to pound so hard that I thought my chest would explode.

"Well, I thought we should spend some more time out of the lab with each other."

I wanted to hug him, to be near him, but I knew it could never bee...

She blushed deeply, it seems that it is interfering. I smiled and took a sip of my coffee. It is winter, normal that I asked to accompany a coffee. I decided to relax the situation, saying something funny.

It is even a good idea, with the temperature outside

I had to laugh.

"You are right! So do you wanna come over to my place after coffe?"

I asked and knew I shoudn't... My god! What am I doing here???

I laugh a response to Jess. True it snowed for several days already, so the cafes are no refusal.

A very good idea. It is not winter, it was going to the beach

I looked, I was smiling when I hear his question. She wants me to come home after coffee. Do I have to accept? I fear she takes ill. I feel that if I confess that I love her, she did not accept the same. And that our friendship is ruined.

Why not

We payed the bill and made our way through the snow.

"It's just a nice evening between friends, right?" I asked while I was looking at my feet.

I paid the guy, and we're out. I have worn my new coat and my scarf. And I walked by his side in the street. Another one of those long winter know New York. Full of snow, low temperatures ... I like this period. I look at her smiling. She seems to think something. I always replied with a smile

Yes. You do not think the same ?

No I haven't thought the same, or I wished we were more than friends, but I didn't tell him.

"Well, yes! We are just friends..."

I looked down again and suddenly we already arrived at my apartement.

Usually she speaks more. It's something she thinks has what. I would like to know. I look at the building before me, we arrived at her apartment. I watch. And decides to break the ice.

Are you okay ? There seems to be something that bother the mind

Does Danny know? Does he know that I still have feelings for him?

"No, no! I'm okay... really!"

We went up to my flat and entered.

"Do you wanna have a coffe... stupid question... we just arrived from a coffeshop... tea maybe?"

I enter his apartment. It is a welcoming place. I like the style. I smiled when she asked me if I want coffee. I know she thinks something, but if it means nothing, it does not matter.

Ya. It's very beautiful

I removed my gloves and my scarf when I am in the entrance hall of his apartment. I thought she would ask me if I want a beer but not.

Tea?!!! I asked him if he would like tea?! Rather a beer... I mean I grew up with 4 brothers and ask a guy if he wants tea!!!

"U can have something else, of course! Just make yourself comfortable!"

I said it loud enough to hear me because she is in another room

Tea, beer, ... whatever you have.

I also had a big brother. But that does not bother me to take the tea instead of beer. I walk quietly in the lobby, it only remains for me my cloak over his shoulders. I withdraw it and put it not far. I look carefully, the parts, as it is beautiful place, is all Jess.

You have a very nice place.

I took a beer out of the freezer and walked back to the living room.

"Thanks! It was one of my brothers loft, but he moved to a bigger one with his wife."

What am I doing! I know that I have to be strong not to just go over to him and kiss him and now I took him with me in my apartement where we are alone. It was much easier to withstand the need in public places and now this.

I am in the lounge, I left the hall. She comes to me, now I'm in t-shirt. My affairs are in the lobby. I watch with a smile when she talks about her big brothers. This girl that I love, I am in his apartment. I must be dreaming. I see her with a beer, she finally opted for it, rather than tea.

It's nice

I handed him the beer.

"Glad u like it! U can sit down u know!" I smiled at him and placed myself on the couch, fingers trembling.

I smile, it's true I must look like a beast standing as. I took my beer it is, and will sit in front of her.

Thanks.

I watch and I see his hands tremble. It may be cold, or she is anxious

Are you cold ? I mean your fingers trembling

I looked down at my fingers and quickly put them behin my back.

"No! I'm okay! I'm glad we can spend an evening together!"

Omg! I just realized how that must have sounded.

"I mean as friends, of course!"

The truth is it looks like she is really anxious. That is something she wants to say but dare not say. She hides her hands was present. I watch and mouse. What good be nervous.

Ok, if you say. Ya you've got a great idea.

I drink a little of my beer and asked him the question

Looks like there's something you try to tell me

Is he reading my mind?

"Well, I thought, I mean we haven't talked about us for a while! We just ignored everything... That's stupid... Lets just change topic!"

I feel there was something. I stress a little.

Come on Jess, I see that there was something. What happens, someone bothers you ?

I so bad wanted to tell him about my feelings... But I just can't!

"What would that change? I rather don't say it, don't wanna ruin our friendship"

I love you, I added in my thoughts.

If somebody wanted something, or annoying, I knew I knew that I would go see this guy and make him understand to stop

Many things, then I could see this guy bothering you if it is needed .. if you want.