Little Macman saving his angel

-Stella... I can't promess you this... It's so hard to live after someone you love dies... I've already had those bad feelings some years ago.... I don't think I'll be able to survive with this again...

I don't want to loose Stella. I love her so much that I could be able to protect her with my own life. I want to die before her, because the next death I'll live with, it gonna kill me no mather how.

I sigh and wipe away my tears. I don't think this is a good moment to talk further about it, cause i won't agree with him. You must never give up. Guess i should be happy that he's still alive.

I hope he can go home soon, but i guess he has to stay here for atleast a night probably more though. Was i allowed to stay with him? Or do I have to go home? I actually don't know.

I put my hand over my mouth to hide my yawn

-You're tired... you should sleep a little...

I saw her hiding a yawn with her hand. Maybe she could come near me and sleep with me.

-Why don't you come sleep huh ?

I made a lil' smile.

"Yeah, Maybe.."

I don't want to sleep, I want to look at my poor little sweetheart all night to make sure he's okay.

I poke his nose and smile while saying;
"Maybe you should sleep"

-Me ? I think you're more tired than me right now... you should sleep before me....

Not because I wanted to stay awake, but I wanted to make sure she was going to sleep at least for an hour to take some rest.

"Oh no no no no Taylor, you just came out of surgery, you should sleep before me"

He should be sleeping not me, I'll manage another hour awake

even if I fall asleep the nurse will kick me out of here within an hour with the words, he needs some rest.. blahblahblah...

-No no no no... you should sleep before me because you seem to be half-dead. You're too tired Stella...

I was still smiling. I don't care about the nurses, I don't want Stella going back home, I wanted her near me all the night...

I smile and say
"No no no no.. I'm not half-dead, you are the one who needs to rest"

This really is going to be a game and trust me I'm not giving up so easily Taylor

-I'm not going to sleep if you're not sleeping Stella...

Big smile this time.

I lift my eyebrows and my smile almost reach my ears

"Well than you have to stay awake all night, Because I'm not going to sleep before you"

-Fine. I'll stay awake till your sleeping, because I'm not gonna sleep before you.

I tried to move a little but the pain been worst. I did a sigh of pain and stoped moving. I looked to Stella and made a smile.

-Shit thats hurt...

I lift one eyebrow and give him a little smile.

"and that is exactly why you should sleep instead of argueing with me Taylor"

I'm not going to sleep before youuuu sweetheart!

-No... I'm not going to sleep... I just want to stay with you all the night....

I was affraid that Stella could go home while I will be sleeping... and when I'll woke up that she will not be here near me....

"Mac... I'm not going anywhere, I promise! You really need to catch some sleep now okay"

<- that is you in a few minutes! (:

I said nothing for a moment.

-...You sure...?

-Okay....... but I want you to sleep with me..... I'll make more place....

"I don't need much space, you know that. I'll be fine"

I lay my hand on his chest to stop him from moving. I've more than enough space.

I feel hey hand on my chest and I stop moving.

-I... I just want to make you confortable....

"I'm fine, just lay down and close your eyes"

I smile and wait for him to lay down, close his eyes and fall asleep so I can sleep too

I did a yes with my head and layed down, closed my eyes and tried to fell asleep.

As he closed his eyes I smile. I lean closer to him and give him a kiss on the lips "goodnight sweetheart"

She kissed me and she told me goodnight.

-Goodnight...............................

I smile and close my eyes as well to enter dreamland together with the handsome man next to me

I woke up earlier in the morning. A nurse was giving me some stuff for my shoulder. I looked near me to see Stella sleeping. I did a smile and was looking in the window from my bed. Sunny with no clouds in the sky, seems to be cool outside....