Little Macman saving his angel

Ya... I slowly stand up.

-Yeah... you ned help stand up...?

I hold her my hand then she will be able to take it and to stand up.

We went back to the hospital. It was a little more hot inside. I started to be tired and wanted to return to my room. I tried to hide a yawn with my hand....

-The walk made me feel tired I think...

I did a little smile.

-Yeah... you're right...

I went back to my bed and siat on it.

I lslowly lie down on the bed, trying to not show the pain I got at that moment. I looked to Stella and smiled, I closed my eyes.

-Yeah... sweet dreams... hope I'll dream of us two...

I opened my eyes.

-I want to be with my wife in a beautiful dream, in a huge house, with children and... I want to dream us having a peaceful life...

-I'm sure it will...

I closed my eyes.

-I'm sure it will............

I finally fell asleep, dreaming about what I said, I did a smile while sleeping.

I was moving a little in while I was sleeping. That could be funny to see, really laughing show. I was running to one of my children, trying to catch him in the garden. I was laughing and I was talking in my dreams but in the real life too.

-Haha I got you !

I started to tickle him and I was laughing because my other children was tickling me, moving to try to stop it, but I wasn't able to. In my bed, I was moving a lot, laughing and smiling. Hope that Stella will not laugh to me a lot...

-Ahhhh comon ! Please ! I can't breath anymore !

I was still laughing. Then finally my children stoped to tickle me and I stoped to tickle the one I cought. I stand up and went to the huge house. I saw Stella reading a book in the couch and told my little guys to go to her and tickle her. I saw them run to her and she started to laugh. I joined the party. When all stoped, the children went back play upstairs and I stayed with Stella. In the real life, I was giving a hug to my pillow with one hand, giving a kiss to like if it was Stella.

-I love you so much Stella... I don't know what I will do if you die tomorrow... I'm so happy...

-I know... I know you will not die tomorrow... I love you anyway

Stella was telling me that she will never die before me, but she asked me to promise her to live like normaly even if she's dead. I was thinking that I was dreaming about what Stella asked me yesterday when I woke up.

-But....

Now she was saying that I must to promise her or I will pass a bad moment... I did a smile.

-Okay...

I finally woke up with that dream in my head. Stella was stille near me.

-Stella... I....

The only problem ? I was still sleeping, dreaming myself in that bed with Stella near me, like before I fell asleep.

-Stella... I promise you... I did so beautiful dreams... I... I'll do my best if one day you'll die for some reasons... to live like normaly even with any children or not... It going to be tough and I know that... I know how it will be if it happens one day...

I was starting to cry in my dream.

-I will be able to do it... I promise you okay... even if I don't want to loose you...

And then I kissed my pillow again.

I really woke up time time. I heard Stella. I was in her arms, crying like a baby. I stayed in her arms a while.

-I don't want to loose you..... Am I crying right now... ?

he slowly wakes up, still crying, but I don't care it just shows that he has a good heart. I smile a little and say

"yes you are crying, But it doesn't matter to me, you can cry if you want to, I"m there for you and I always will be!"

I know now how I fell in love with Stella... I started crying again letting my sadness going out.

-We should buy a huge house when I'll be out of here, I said after stoped crying...