The truth and nothing but the truth (D/L)

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I walk back in the house after my walk it took me a bit longer then I thought it would. I look around and see Danny sitting on the couch but no Lindsay or Lucy I walk over to Danny he never heard me. I see him with my notebook in hand reading my poem I look over his shoulder to see what one his reading and its my Poem motionless
As I lay motionless on the floor.
I recall the events of the night before.
All I could hear was yelling and screams.
From my point of view, it felt like a dream.
Aside from the pain, aside from the hurt.
Aside from being pushed down to the dirt.
I wish it could end, but instead it continued.
My young little face, all covered with bruises.
I ran to the door, but oh, it is locked.
My face is all twisted, I cannot talk.
After a few minutes, which felt like hours.
He looms above me. Tall like a tower.
And so it ended, and so it is done.
My life is all gone, I have not another one
I ask have he finished reading it
Like my work?

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Lindsay was left with Lucy Lucy to go get the doctor to see what she had ears. It was already several days that Lucy was crying because of this, and today I had to accompany Lindsay this appointment, but finally I left because there was Nikki. Now alone in the apartment, I started to tidy up a little this whole mess in the kitchen and the bedrooms. And when I store it where Nikki had stayed, I had dropped without express his bag, where a book fell. I picked it up and found poems. Taste of curiosity I read one. Just at that moment, Nikki told me that it is her. I turn my head, just taken on the shot and I say with a smile.
Sorry if I do something wrond but.. These are beautiful poems.

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I smile at him after he tells me my poems are beautiful I take the book out of his hands and flip to the back of the book and say
You did not wrong..And thank you...Here this is one I wrote last night when we were heading here.
I look into the mirror, and what do I see?
a sad girl staring back at me,
she cant even look herself in the eyes,
tears well up, but she won't let me cry,
I couldn't take the world anymore,
that's what I thought when I locked the bathroom door,
The girl in the mirror, isn't me,
at least not what I used to be,
this strange girl wore all black,
even the vibrant colors of my face, she now lacked,
so many cuts and white scars,
when the pain of life went to far,
the smile I used to always wear, gone unnoticed, and disappeared
All there is on her face, is anger and fear,
I didn't want to do this, but she's making me do it,
on the bathtub ledge, she forces me to sit,
there's a razor blade in my hand, where'd THAT come from,
I shouldn't do this, my body's already numb,
turning the fauset, and the tub fills,
the water is so cold, sending chills,
I knew what was going on, but couldn't do anything about it,
my body wouldn't respond, but inside, I was having a fit,
sinking into the water clothes and all,
I felt like a drenched puppet doll,
The razor at my fingertips,
I close my eyes and bite my lip,
This girl knew she was going to die,
I can feel her start to cry,
placing the menacing blade to her wrist,
I thought of all the things I'm going to miss,
I feel the blade deep inside my arm, I scream inside,
the anger within her, will no longer hide,
the deed is done, my arms are sliced,
this girl doesn't care at what price,
I stare down into the water, I can see red,
the room is spinning, shouldn't I be dead?
someones' banging loud on the bathroom door,
I'm getting colder, down the core,
the person beyond the lock is calling her name,
and began to scream when no answer came,
this body is getting numb,
my heart beat echoes like a drum,
my head leaned back, staring up at the ceiling,
while my mind is ringing,
the locked door is busted down,
I feel like I'm about to drown,
there is a boy standing staring
sorrow and desperation burning in his eyes
falling to his knees, he begins to cry,
it's to late for the girl lying there,
dead, no memory to share,
I'm no longer here,
see? Life isn't always fair
I hand him the note book back and sit on the couch next to him
I know its long but I think its good..Its call life isn't fair.

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She thanked me, gets the book, and shows me another page for me to read. After reading it, I look again and give him my opinion.
You have talent.

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I smile again but big then tell him
Your the only man thats told me that ..My step dad told me I was a no talented slut and the only thing I was good at was being on my back.
I once again have tears in my eyes the truth was I am still a virgin but my step dad tried to take that away from me. I never knew why but there don't matter now his in jail. And I was now free for him forever.

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I watch it, and continues to tell him. And I really think. But I am really no one in this kind of situation. But I told him anyway.
He was wrong, and all that matters is that you believe in what you want, ignore those who say that you can not do it.

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He tells me not to worry about what others say to me but somethings thats hard
I know that, but when your stepfather tells you that when your 9 years old...Its hard to let it go just like that ya know.
I look down wipe my tears away and look back at him and shyly smile.
So do you want to read more poems or just talk?

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I closed his notebook. And she asks me what I want to do. Seriously it would rather have me ask her this question. But she was anticipating my question. So I looked at her and replied while giving her notebook.
Rather, it has me ask you this question.

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He tells me it should be him asking me what I want to do, I want to talk ask question but II think its best to want for Lindsay, on that but there is one thing I want to know and it could not wait.
Why did you take me with you last night?
I ask looking at him while taking my notebook he handed me and putting it down.

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She gets her notebook and put it next to her while wondering why I took with me yesterday when I came home. This matter is just when I was not expecting it, but it's not a question I embarrassed. So I answered her frankly like I did with Lindsay yesterday.
Because I was not going to let a girl of your age alone in New York, what time it was. Believe me I know this town to know what can happen there.

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He tells me it because he didn't want me to be alone in New York at that time of night and he knows what can happen here. What does he think I'm a little girl and can't hold my own will his wrong dead wrong I turn to him and say.
I've been here about a year by myself now and trust me I know what can happen too but I can hold my own. Don't take this as I'm not happy to be here its a lot better then the streets but still you did not have to take me.
I look him in the eyes so he knows I'm speaking the truth.

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I had been to the doctor with Lucy. The doctor had told me it was otitis.. as we expected.. It was something that happened to almost all the little children. And that children below the age of seven years are much more prone to otitis, since the Eustachian tube is shorter and at more of a horizontal angle than in the adult ear. They also have not developed the same resistance to viruses and bacteria as adults. Also, an upset child's crying can cause the eardrum to look inflamed due to distention of the small blood vessels on it... and since Lucy was so little and cried so much...
The doctor had given me antibiotics for Lucy, he told me it should be gone with likely 8 days, and her hearing would just become normal again. And that was a point that relieved me the most. And now let's hope she healed soon, so she would stop hurting.. and crying.

We were finally home again and i hold Lucy with one arm against me, who was soundly asleep and with the other hand i opened the door with my keys. When i finally managed to do it, i closed the door and heard Danny and Nikki talking. It was not a good idea to shout now that i was gonna put Lucy to bed.. because then she would wake up.. so i just went to her little bedroom and put her to bed.

After that I went back into the hallway to hang up my jacket, and entered the living room.

"Heey guys" This time i was sort of sure that Nikki knew i was there.. they would have been very loud to not hear the door, when Lucy and I entered.

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Danny and I were talking and heard Lindsay walk in she put Lucy to bed and walked out where we were and say Hi this time I did not jump I knew she was there I turn my head to her and say
Hey. How did it go?

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At least this time Nikki didn't jump, as i expected. She turned to me and asked how it was.

"It went good. I got antibiotics for her now, that should help. He said it would probably go away in a few days, so lets hope that." I explained.

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I finished talking with Nikki, when Lindsay entered the room, and passed us without saying anything. I saw she had Lucy in her arms, and that the latter was asleep, this must be why she did not say anything, she would not wake her. I watched her do and see it come back, explaining that the doctor had finally said. I am a bit relieved to know that it has at least now. Then I see Lindsay continued to advance towards me.
Okay, at least she sleep now.

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I made my way over to Danny, who was sitting on the couch. And yeah, she was finally asleep and i was happy about that. Even though Lucy was pretty quiet this morning.

"Yeah, I'm glad about that" I agreed.

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Lindsay made her way over to Danny and I could tell she was happy her little girl was sleeping I feel for the kid. I look at Danny and Lindsay they look so happy together maybe all couples don't fight like mom and that jerk did.Maybe couples can get along. I sit here looking at them I didn't even hear what lindsay said to me.
I'm sorry what?

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I looked at Nikki. Who apparently didn't hear what i told about Lucy. I smiled and explained it again.

"It went good. I got antibiotics for her now, that should help. The doctor said it would probably go away in a few days, so lets hope that."

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I look at Lindsay approached me and I smile. I could not go one day without her, I know I often think, but I am sure. Then I hear Nikki ask us what we had said. So I look at Lindsay who spoke. And who was now beside me. Then I say.
Then ask what you wanted as a question just now during breakfast?

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Danny ask me what I wanted to ask at breakfast I'm not sure.
I don't know....Thing that will get us to know each other better.
I really don't want to start asking I'm hoping one of them start. It would make this all that much easier.

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I look on Nikki, who don't ask anything. Then on Lindsay, for maybe she will say something cause I'm a little lost on this discussion.

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I look back and fore for Danny to Lindsay it looks like no one wants to start. I sallow and sigh then say.
You both in the same profession?
I sit playing with my shirt and pants waiting for a answer.

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I shift my eyes from Nikki to Danny. I'm competing them a bit with each other.. now i was doing it i could surely see some things in comment, just some tiny little things you know.. And it looked like they were both stubborn as hell, so that was going to be fun Razz

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"What? oh sorry, I think it's gonna be all okay. I dunno if you want to try to stay here? Or find other family members you prefer to stay with? I mean we could always try it, right?" I suggested.. shifting my eyes from Danny to Nikki over and over again.. waiting on a reply..

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My head starts spinning family is one time I've never had. I scratch my head and shank my head lightly and say.
I don't know if I have any family.....I mean mom never had any brothers or sister...I had a couple great aunts and uncles and grandparents, but they all passed away. I'm not sure if I have any cousins.

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When Nikki let her head sank down i knew i had said something wrong.. I heard her reply and i felt suddenly really stupid.. but at the other hand.. i had to ask her.

"I'm so sorry, Nikki" I tell her first for all the losses in her family. "You can stay here if you want to?" I said looking at Danny, to see what he thought of the idea.

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