Take a break [stella]

Some weeks I'm with Lindsay Monroe. But since Jess, I know I can not be found it hard to get back with someone. Even if I know with Lindsay this may be just as good. I had fallen in love, I know I have not had much, but it is said that whoever has it had found the woman of his life. I'd rather see the state. Today I took a break, so I'm not at work. I needed air, rest, all what. I had my apartment slowly, it is nearly midday. Lindsay is not, she left work. We live together is not too soon.

Yes I called Stella. It was just to talk a little, and I do not really know why I called it. So I wait, and then I hear the ringing, I just opened. It's her, I smile and push me to let go

You're fast

I shut the door and returned to my lap. It is true there was not much traffic outside today. I watch it must have wondered why I called

Its good

I look her, but stay stand up. Then I begin to talk.

How's Jess ?

I look and I smiled. It's been two short years that I'm with Jess. But lately I feel, she avoids talking about certain topics with me. I think that is owed to the fact that I'm with Lindsay now. I look at Stella. Jess has always made sure to show anything, not even surprising that Stella does not save time.

Sort of..

If I spoke with Lindsay, she'll think I'm still in love with Jess. And if I speak with Jess, this would be the same. This would make the situation even more complicated than it is. I looked at Stella, if I chose it is that it is both close to Jess, and she will say anything to either

That's the problem ... I don't know that there has

I know very well why I asked him to come. Finally we could have very well to talk by phone. But I do not know. I look at her and starts to explain

I dunno know exactly what is happening with Jess, it seems that it avoids any discussion outside work with me ...

At least with the opinion of Stella it would be easier

I know it must be difficult. I try to do everything I can to not only the gene that much .. But it looks like I am for nothing

Give him time I will, but I have the impression that she wants to me that we would be put together again

Maybe you're right. But it's my friend, a very good friend, and .. sometimes as I still need her ..

If she needs to talk with someone other than myself, I have no problem with that. I just want to find her again

Ya I know that ! What can I do to fix this?

I understand what Stella said, but it's hard to enforce. That Jess regain confidence in me, it's nice to say, but I wished she had kept that confidence

She told you something ?

I move my head for make yes. Jess is all this, never talked about what's wrong.