Minds... [Mac]

I enter the office Mac. Record in hand, to give results on the progress of the investigation. Finally I go completely, and began my speech when I see that he listen

Hey Mac! DNA found a match with a case already on our files

Yes it is already out for this.

Then I look back paper I get on my hand for say

There is a certain Matthew Smith

Yups That it

I just said that after to stay silent

Does he read on my minds ? Because it seems like to be this situation. And I think that he know.. I mean, that he's waiting me for I talk about what I think at the moment. I lost a breath and, go to sit on on the sofa in front of him
Then I start briefly

Do you know that I ask Lindsay to be my wife, and .. She said no

I looked at him surprised. He proposed Lindsay ? I was a bit astonished but in a way I should have thought it would happen one day.. but she said no ?

-You... You know why ?

I was not sure it was a good idea but if he had told me that it should mean that he wanted to talk about it.

I dunno if its a good idea to come for talk about it. I look Mac, he look really surprised about what I've said before. Why I've tell him ? Raa Stupid Messer, really stupid !!

She said that if I ask her to be my wife, its just because she is pregnant

I dunno what I've to say for reply on this question...

No.. I dunno.. I love her, I know that

Before I knew she was pregnant, I thought. I knew nothing about the last events happened too quickly, before I even think anything. And more Mac asks me that. I look at him. then I say

I dunno, months before she is pregnant, is as if I had not seen Mac ...

In explaining gesturing with my hands. And here we are again still has about this story with Rikki

What happened with Rikki Sandoval, then the separation with Lindsay, and the fact that we have recovered all ....

I stay, and don't say anymore.. leaving a moment of silence

I don't know Mac... I don't know

I start to think about why she said no, why she don't want to become Danny's wife.

-Maybe she's not ready Danny... Maybe she need some time to think of maybe she want to wait some months after the baby's born...

There was a moment of silence.

-Thats hard to not think before saying yes Danny... you know what it is... when you say yes, that means you'll live with the other for the rest of your life... maybe she scared...

And not a little moment of silence, a very long silence. I still have the look then look away and so on. Of course I did not expect her to say no, the coup bah I dunno knew what to replicate when she said. I watch a new Mac who said she was probably scared, and she is not ready ... If he knew me, I am more afraid not to be at the height of all this, but I did not say not to her, not to Mac.

And how would I know if she is ready or not?

-You can't. If she sad no... then you should wait a few before propose her again... thats how life is and we need to respect it like that.

I felt sorry for him, cause Lindsay and Danny are make to be together... but in some way, sometimes people are not ready to go trough the life at 100%. They need time. Maybe thats why Lindsay said no.

I don't want to wait more for be with her. I know more than anything that I love Lindsay, but ... And I know ... I am most scare than she , even if she don't know. I look at Mac who said that this is a part of life, and that I or any one can't change it but I want to change it... The fact is that I don't know how...

Danny was scared too. I could see it in his eyes. But if Lindsay said no, he need to respect her choices.

-You should wait a little... maybe she will say yes in some months.

And if she say no, what gonna happen Mac ? ....

I turn back my head one minute and look at him again one more time with same impression on my face. I'm lost with the reply of Lindsay

I mean what gonna happen to me, what I'll do ?